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Here I will periodically post random thoughts and stories about what's going on in my life and the world around me. As if anyone cared. But seriously, you've found your way here, so hopefully you will enjoy at least some of what I have to say, even if you aren't entirely interested in it. At the least, it should be a good way to waste time.

Friday, February 24, 2023

The Passage of Time

So I watched a little bit of "The Masked Singer" on Hulu this evening. It's not something I usually watch; normally I steer clear of these reality performance shows, as they tend to just be ridiculously over the top. Basically ornate pieces of irrelevant fluff. But I saw on Facebook the other day about the "legend" who was unmasked on their Season 9 premiere. First of all - Season 9? I can't believe this show has survived this long. But anyways...it was the one and only, the iconic, Dick Van Dyke! 

So I kind of had to watch, just to see and hear this remarkable symbol of my generation, of multiple generations I suppose. Someone like that kind of transcends a few generations, when you think about it.

It's unbelievable that he's still going strong, after all of these years in the entertainment business. I remember him most fondly, as a true Disney should, from the beloved movie Mary Poppins. And he even sang a snippet of Supercalifragilisticexpyaladocius at the end, after he was unmasked to the amazement and delight of both judges and audience. No idea if I spelled that song right. And I'm too lazy to look it up. He did mess up a bit on that though, stumbling on some words at the end of phrases, and falling helplessly behind in the tempo. But can you blame him? He's 97! And he can still dance...a little. A little, at his age, is really a lot. I mean honestly, he's showing his age, but for 97 he's remarkably spritely. I can only hope I'm still that able at that age. Heck, I can only hope that I'm still breathing by then. Just that would be remarkable. That would be the year 2072. Still seems a long way off.

It's amazing when you look back and think about how much time has passed in life. I stopped by Del Taco on the way to work the other day for some breakfast burritos. I've been doing that for awhile now. And the same lady is there, taking orders. It must have been 15 years ago or so, back in the days when I rode the bus into work. I'd spend time reading, doing homework for my masters program, or just watching the world fly by from my seat on the number 30. This was long before Connor. They were relaxing times, when it still seemed like all I had was time to burn. But I'd often get off at the Alhambra stop, dash across the street to Del Taco and place my order. And after a few times of doing this, the lady would recognize me when I came in, and would know my order without me having to place it. 

I was a regular! Like Norm on Cheers. No one called out my name when I entered the room though. No one would have known my name, really. Most of the clientele in there on those brisk mornings were older bedraggled homeless guys, or people working on transitioning to or from being homeless. Everyone is transitioning, from one thing to another. They'd pan handle out on the street for nickels or dimes or quarters, and eventually get enough for a cup of coffee. They still do, though it's a whole new group of individuals now.  

Of course these days I do the drive through; no time in life to take the leisurely one-hour bus trek into work from North Natomas. But she's still there, the lady behind the counter, after all these years. And I see the flicker of recognition in her smile as she greets me at the window. 15 years later! Still going strong. They really should have made her manager by now.

I don't even know her name.

And of course I've been at Sac State for far longer than that. And I've been fantasizing for years about eventually retiring and finally taking my leave from the grueling routine of trudging in to work each day. It's certainly much closer these days, in my 24th year on staff. Gets closer every day. And the kids - I call the college students "kids" now, that's how old I am - get younger and younger every year, it seems. They were my contemporaries, back in the day, when I was a bright-eyed young staff member full of ambition and ideas. Now I'm so far removed from their generation, just like the old timers on faculty were when I was a student there.

Time just keeps marching on and on, whether we like it or not. It's on its own pace, has its own agenda. We're just along for the ride, really. And it's been quite a ride, so far. So many days and months and years have just nonchalantly ticked by. You hardly notice as it's happening. Only in reflection does it gain status as something more monumental and meaningful. And time just keeps moving on.


Wednesday, February 15, 2023

Six Weeks In

Well it's a good thing I don't make New Year's resolutions, at least not out loud or in any way that anyone else could hold me accountable for it. If I had, I'm sure that writing more in this blog would have been in there. And then...six weeks go by and it's now mid-February. Wow! Time flies when you're having fun?

Well, I did have fun. No, really. I managed to get myself on a four-night cruise in January out of Long Beach, a recreation of my infamous January 2020 trip which ended with the beginning of a pandemic. Coincidentally, of course. I swear I had nothing to do with that. But this time, threatening storms and choppy seas led to the cancellation of our stop in Catalina. Which was quite a bummer, as I was looking forward to that stop. And that meant that we just spent an extra day circling around on nth ocean, going nowhere. Well. It was a good time for cocktails, in any case.

And food. I ate a lot of food. 

And just this past weekend, I spent a day in San Francisco with one of my oldest friends. Not old in the raw numeric sense, per se (although she IS a month older than me...). But old in the sense that I first met her in...1987 or so. A long, long time ago. 35 years! And there's not really many people from those days I still connect with. Like, ever. And we hit Fort Point with its amazing views of the Golden Gate Bridge, and Ghirardelli Square for its Nob Hill Chills, and had dinner at the oldest Italian restaurant in the United States: Fior d'Italia.

But this was a trip that was 29 years in the making, actually. I went through some old letters from her from our college years and found one from 1994 in which she referenced looking forward to going to San Francisco someday with me. Who knew that "someday" meant 29 years? I hope that that's not a strict figure, as I don't know if I can wait another 29 years for a second trip. And we have to hit Land's End and Golden Gate Park next! And maybe Ocean Beach.

Well, that basically sums up the least six weeks. Right now,  I'm cuddled up in bed with Pawn Stars running in the background, the cat sleeping gently but lightly an arm's length away. And the boy is sprawled out in his bed down the hall, on the verge of snoring. I suppose the real question now is, will I keep writing here throughout the year? Or retire from this aspect of my life? Take an extended hiatus and compose a great American novel? Who knows, who knows.

All I know for sure, in this moment, is that it's Wednesday. Tomorrow is Thursday. Then Friday. That's how the week goes in the life of this average American guy: just day by day.

Anyways. Back to Pawn Stars.